Thursday, February 21, 2008

I hate the life I have now.. No matter how many "I love you" u tell me, I don't feel any love.. In your heart, I'm a girl who doesn't understand you.. You want me to think of how's your feeling, but have you ever think of how I feel?

There's so many problem remind unsolved.. Whenever it's not solve, it will accumulate the number of problems.. And it will just make me feel unsecure.. You told me what's your mind thinking, I did that too.. But you just hope that I will follow it.. But you will not know how's difficult it is..

You are no longer the man I used to love so much.. I feel that I no longer need you by my side.. Whenever I faced a problem, you will not appeared in my mind first.. I don't feel that you could help me..

I still love you, but not as much as I used to.. If we ever break-up, the reason will not because I don't love you..

Every night, I dream of you hugging another girl.. I didn't tell you about the dream, because all you will say is, "it will never happen." I no longer trust that statement..

One day, I found an email from a girl saying she love to chat online would love to share some of her pics .If you are interested in chatting and getting to know each other email me!! I know that it's just a useless email, but why did you kept it in a folder named "personal".. Not only that, I found out that you actually reply back to her..

My mind went blank after seeing all that.. I just hope that you can explain to me.. But you didn't tell me anything.. I will just pretend that I saw nothing..

Can someone tell me what happen to me? What should I do now? I really can't find someone to talk to.. Only blogging can do the listening..

♥♥♥ imagine me without you ♥♥♥ 5:44 PM

simply secret

I got myself a new personal blog.. Will post any unhappiness here.. =)

♥♥♥ imagine me without you ♥♥♥ 11:32 AM